Valthehistorian: Cycling Depressive Sucks
I know this depressive cycle isn’t as bad as… well, pretty much every one I can think of in the past. The lack of severity means I can still function, and I’m not crying myself to sleep every night.
But it doesn’t mean I’m not depressed. I want to hide away from everyone, and everything. I’m…
Oh my sweet darling. Cycling depressive does suck, it sucks big donkey balls. It sucks and it’s not fair. I can point out the great things in your life and dismiss the bad, but that doesn’t matter. Your brain is in this cycle and cannot recognize what it already knows.
So I’ll just reiterate that I love you. So much. You are a dear friend and I wish I could make it all better. Resent me all you wish, I will continue to check in. Because I’ve been there and you’ve done this for me.
If all else fails, I will send you some shiny hair.
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Oh my sweet darling. Cycling...sucks big donkey balls. It sucks
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decanted said:
I am always here for you. This will end sooner than you think. Flood yourself with sunshine, like a wilted plant, even if it means huddling under a blanket in your backyard instead.
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hollysocks said:
*big hugs* I have a lot of empathy for you darling. If it’s any consolation, you are not alone in your feelings, and that only strengthens the fact that it’s not you who is the problem, but rather some whacky chemicals. You are loved. <3
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neairaalenko said:
You know, it gets easier as time goes on to stop obsessing about everything. I do this sometimes, which is part of my own (bad) coping process with my PTSD. We can talk more later, I’m literally right out the door right now. Thinking of you! <3
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